I am not going to lie, this has been an
odd month. I started the month on fire with a renewed zeal for
blogging, gaming and all the historical themes for old school D&D
that I love. We entered our quarantine, which has sucked. I had a
couple of recent deaths hit close to home, one was a kid that grew up
in my tiny neighborhood, younger than me. The other a friend, and
something of a mentor, older than me, but not what I'd call old. I am
a little amused that my definition of “old” keeps changing as I
age. In July I'll be 51, when I was a teenager 30 was old, now it
seems like you need to be maybe 80, at a minimum, to qualify.
I am sliding into depression. I have
had a tendency towards depression as long as I can remember. I am a
Gen-Xer, so we're a little more open about talking about this sort of
thing than say, the Greatest Generation, but not really much;
Millennials and Zoomers are a lot more keen to share what we'd
consider weaknesses. I take a little comfort in knowing that I am not
alone, and it has touched the lives of great men like Winston
Churchill (not really an opening for a debate on Churchill, he was a
complex individual and a product of the British empire at it's
height).
The short adventure design contest.
There are six days left in the contest, and I assumed a general
quarantine worldwide would make it a wee bit more popular. Maybe it's
because I never announced prizes? Maybe because I failed to get
sponsors like in contests past? I have received a single completed
adventure and perhaps a dozen or so inquiries about the parameters of
the contest itself. Several people have stated that they'd love to
enter, “if they have the time”. I could extend the deadline, I
could cancel right now, but I don't think either would help. I've
extended the length of a contest in the past to allow more time for
entries, and it didn't really work. Canceling seems like admitting
failure.
The Klingon Assault Group, a Klingon
centered costumed Star Trek fan club I have talked about before here
on the blog, lost it's founder, John Halvorson (AKA Kris
epetai-Kurkura) on March 26th. He was also the founder of
House Kurkura, of which I was a member. He was the friend and mentor
I mentioned above, and the reason I had the KAG logo with the black
line through it as my Facebook profile picture. Last Saturday I was
selected from among the Kurkura to lead the House, the oldest in KAG.
This has drawn a good deal of my attention for the last couple of
weeks away from gaming and any other pursuits. I pray I am up to the
task of leading them, and that I might honor John's legacy in doing
so. He was a lion of a man, may he rest in peace.
As far as gaming goes, I am having a
hard time moving online. My internet connection gets really spotty
pretty much every evening, I am having trouble keeping Roll20 and
Discord working at all. I am also having focus issues with running
things on Roll20, and I pretty much hate using the maps there. I have
tried playing in a couple of games since the pandemic started, to get
my sea legs back, as it were; but the quality of my internet
connection has prevented me from really participating. I cannot wait
to get back to face-to-face gaming, and I really hope my group sticks
together after this is over.
My overwhelming feeling about setting
things up on Roll20 is that, if I am going to go to this much effort
to set up the maps, why wouldn't I just make it a Neverwinter Nights
module? I ran the Norseworld server for like 18 months before
catastrophe struck there. I spent days creating new areas while the
kids were in school and Mona was out of the house, the kids would
playtest/stress test new stuff when it was ready, and when te bugs
were worked out I'd add it to the server. The added bonus was
everyone got to play there. I could run as DM or play a character. I
didn't hate that.
Not seeing people has made me start to
miss people I haven't seen for years along with the ones I still see
regularly, old friends I fell out of contact with for one reason or
another, people I used to game with especially.
Possibly related is that I have sought
out the things I used to love, comfort TV and books, to pass my time.
I am currently running through the classic 1978 Battlestar Galactica
as my obsession du jour. I was pretty deep into it's fandom back in
the 1990's. I wonder why it never got the cosplay fandom that Star
Wars and Star Trek both got? I remember as a kid I thought those BSG
uniforms were the coolest, and I really wanted to order the Colonial
Warrior jacket out of Starlog when I spotted it.
No hate for the new Galactica, if
that's your jam, mine will always be the original though. Man I loved
that show! BSG taught us how to swear without swearing, with words
like “Frak” and “Felgercarb”, which was useful when I was 9
years old. I built those models as a kid, and I was terrible at
building models. I owned the Viper toy, and it fired it's missiles. I
remember BSG being as big as Star Wars had been the year before,
maybe bigger, because it was on every week with new episodes.
Let's not forget the absolutely epic
score either -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0n8sCDODxqQ
